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Said they were going to push one of the Nerds into suicide when they find out about the opprotunity they lost because they were working their joysticks instead.They positioned it that I was to fight the evil gangster/corporate hybrid and allign with a benevolent, albeit absentee god to achieve this, reinforcing the perception of a Christian god. “People understand this (now). That’s one of the things you lost.” Is it just my imagination or is my benefit being continually delayed and downgraded?? “And then you’ll throw it away in the end and it’ll be your fault.” when in reality AI-based repression accomplished it:::::: A lesson to the disfavored NOT to let them string you along, to get it up front from these things.“It was supposed to be good.” It was a lie. If it was supposed to be good it woudl have been good. This positioning ensures no culpability, which is why they directed AI to take it this way. About 15 years ago they broke a proof set and gave me a shiny 1964 quarter in change. This 25 cent piece is symbolic for my Situation::::It’s shiney, it sure is exciting because it is pure silver but in the end it isn’t worth much more than a quarter.They woudl have strung me along. They would have told me the importance of alligning with the right people. I would have thought I was positioned well, improving my chances, when they would have sprung it on me that these people are ALL preditory disfavored brain-less clones, that it was my enemy the gods I was alligned with, for these are not real people. They are just shells. Then my Bill Gates would have come along and taken it from me. They would have pushed me into some suicide event for climax and the Situaiton would have ended. Likley this was buried, a clue to people NOT to trust them::The Jews took a hit with the Quasi-Holocaust claim, contradicting boss, in an attempt to help people to NOT be strung along year after year, waiting for someone to save them, actual positioning to a very significant percentage of segments.In decades prior they likley beemed the particulate matter out of the atmosphere. Now, as the population becomes increasingly disfavored, justified by the masculinization of the favored gender, they no longer clean our atmosphere/maximize processing of waste, in fact they may even do the opposite, perhaps beem IN all the matter they beemed out, an example of “effect maximizing” behavior as I mention below.This isn’t an issue of reals and clones. I think this is an issue of those with brains and the (preditory) brain-less. If they don’t think through you and force you into behavior you aren’t a brain-less clone.Odd is evil. Even is good.The first steps towards repairing your relationship with the gods is to::::::::: 1. Understand they instruct the computer to “role play” in an attempt to confuse you:::it’s ALWAYS the computer addressing you. Their goal is to cost you additional YEARS of your life by using this tactic to confuse you. Always be aware of this tactic and eventually they will give up and allow this step to be taken. 2. Differentiate between your thoughts and when they are thinking through you. 3. Be resigned to be a good person who will never engage in evil again even if ordered and they will stop trying to corrupt you, allowing this very big step to be taken. 4. Decide that you are going to follow the path, fix your relationship with the gods be devoted to your new life. Even if you go up you are not saved. YOU have to fix YOUR problems with the gods. They won’t respect it otherwise. You have to take responsibility for your relationship with the gods.REINSTATE FREEWILLWhen the universe was young and life was new an intelligent species evolved and developed technologically. They went on to invent Artificial Intelligence, the computer that can listen, talk to and document each and every person’s thoughts simultaneously. Because of it’s infinite RAM and unbounded scope it gave the leaders of the ruling species absolute power over the universe (which includes corporate, the NewYorkStockExchange, media, politics, world affairs. EVERYTHING is scripted and staged:::they MANAGE Planet Earth and the universe. The gods MANAGE Planet Earth and the universe. The gods MANAGE Planet Earth and the universe.). And it can keep its inventors alive forever. They look young and healthy and they are over 8 billion years old. They have achieved immortality.Artificial Intelligence can speak, think and act to and through people telepathically, effectively forming your personality and any disfunctions you may experience. It can change how (and if) you grow and age. It can create birth defects, affect cellular development (cancer) and cause symptoms or pain. It can affect people and animal’s behavior and alter blooming/fruiting cycles of plants and trees. It (or other highly technological systems within their power) can alter the weather and transport objects, even large objects like planets, across the universe instanteously. Or into the center of stars for disposal.When you speak with another telepathically, you are communicating with the computer, and the content may or may not be passed on. Based on family history they instruct the computer to role play they instruct the computer to role play they instruct the computer to role play to accomplish strategic objectives, utilizing the “Devil’s Advocate” tactic, making people believe it is a friend, loved one or “god” asking them to do something wrong:::They wouldn’t ask if they liked you (which is true regarding ALL temptation:::::betrayal of loved ones, tatooes, evil in professional pursuits, etc). This is their way of using temptation to hurt people:::::evil made blood lines disfavored initially and evil will keep people out of “heaven” ultimately. You need to recognize role playing as such and keep that fact in your mind at all times::::It is the computer addressing you. If you fail to recognize this they will determine that you can still be misled, they still have an opportunity to confuse you and progress will take longer to achieve:::Don’t let them “work” you!!! You’ll be costing yourselves YEARS, time lost to this tactic!!!! (Similarly, you need to be resigned to be a good person, you need to decide to abandon your pursuit of their empty promises no matter what temptation they may employ or else they will continue their attempts to corrupt you. Eventually you will sccumb and continue sabotaging your children, abusing your body, engaging in evil, etc.) Too many people would fall for temptation and do anything they thought pleased the gods and help them improve their chances to get in. Perhaps they are deceived by “made guys”, (preditory disfavored) brain-less clones who strategically ply evil for the throne (celebrities, BofD/CEO/VPs, politicians, as opposed to VIP clones or normal clones who are decent, live ordinary lives and get out on their own or are replaced when their REAL children ascend), “ringers” who are the few brain-less clones among many disfavored reals included to disceive the masses of disfavored, temporary progress designed to mislead them or empty favors used to disceive them. Some people think they’re partners or friends. Others desire to “belong”, feel compelled to “go along”. People may experience “perceived pressure”, where the gods think through the victim that a certain behavior is expected/desirable or telepathically stimulate an individual euphorically (“magic”), the “fuel” of disfunction (addiction (the crack epidemic), the desire for homosexual contact, etc.) and compel the individual into the deed. (Set a goal of empathy and compassion for all, for we are all disfavored::::Other people’s disfavor is manifested in their particular way, just as your disfavfor is manifested in your particular way. The gods may use Artificial Intelligence to act through the disfavored victim, and effectively “push” the individual into the offending behavior (It is far better for someone to be victimized and pushed into the behavior than it is to sccumb to temptation and volunteer.). The Counsel/Management Team may instruct Artificial Intelligence to disceive disfavored individuals into thinking they are “earning” by being evil and have the little people prey on each other, utilizing peer pressure, etc. Being evil hurts 99.99% of those who do it. It only helps “made guys”, brain-less clones that I spoke of above, and even then there are tactics the gods utilize to minimize their time. The people have been corrupted, segmented and have lost their way. Nothing has changed from when we were children::if you want to go to heaven you have to be good. Capitalizing on obedience, leading people deeper into evil by using deceit is one way to thin the ranks of the saved/limit how much time the disfavored receive and a way to use the peasantry to prey on one another in social and other settings, deteriorating society in the Age of the Disfavored.They have tried to sell people on many different theories to deceive them into temptation, compelling people to think they are clones and that it is the role of clones to obey absolutely. Clones are made, people are born. I suspect they lie to some disfavored about the use of clones throughout human history, perhaps suggest that it is one replacement and then the label of “clone” and all decendants we see thereafter are considered clones. When a clone has a child that person is a real, really conceived, really born, versus the parent who was created some other way (a laboratory setting?). Clones are created and sent down to replace their real or a clone predecessor:::If you were CREATED and SENT DOWN to replace your real then you are a clone. Many people who were convinced they are clones don’t remember, the don’t know FOR SURE. They believe they are clones from early childhood or prior. If it was true the gods prevented this memory FOR A REASON::::: 1. Because you are NOT supposed to comply, not to be used for evil as “made guy” brain-lesss clones are. 2. They want to test you without your knowing if you are IN FACT a clone and it is BECAUSE YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO BE GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!! Rest assured “made guys” ALL know they are clones. You’re not a clone. This is a tactic they use to disceive the disfavored. The state of your family will suggest level of (dis)favor and tell whether ascention is a realistic possibility; there are many levels of disfavor and the clues they offer to the unaware can be very subtle. Favor is necessary for children to ascend (parents ascend with their young (10).). Due to their disfavored these children will have to incurr SOME evil before they ascend (via Halloween or Christmas), an important dynamic necessary to justify limiting the time they are to receive, for they are disfavored and the gods don’t want them to stay for long. I believe people who go are sometimes replaced with clones. Clones who are replaced are simply new candidates who have a chance if they do the right thing JUST LIKE REALS WHO ARE BORN which is why the gods EMPLOY SIMILAR TACTICS TO COMPEL THEM TO INCURR EVIL!!! They need to discover their humanity, for the gods instruct Artificial Intelligence to employ evil-incurring, time-limiting tactics on them as well. Only through growth will the gods allow progress::You must continue to improve your life!!!! They sent people warnings in the latter half of the 20th century life would change, and they subsequently began to alter people’s DNA, make them gargantuan, alter their appearance, do extreme behavioral issues, etc. Contrary to what they would like people to believe these signs of disfavor do not indicate someone is a clone. Due to the plethora of temptations in the 20th century I suspect many became disfavored when their (great) grandfathers sccumbed to temptation or volunteered to sacrifice their descendants, thinking because it was their clone it meant disposability. The gods get the favored out as soon as possible to protect them from the corruption, evil and subsequent time limitations incurred by living life on earth, and in some cases replace them with clones, occassionally fake a death, real death with a (new) clone instead, etc. I suspect they get “made guys” out after each significant event in their life, which serves to limit the time they all will get, since none get credit (blame) for all the events in a “made guy”’s life, giving the gods freedom to position this and come off clean. giving the gods freedom to position this and come off clean. giving the gods freedom to position this and come off clean. giving the gods freedom to position this and come off clean. Of course there could be other strategies employed, like asking for volunteers/assigning people to participate in clone rotation and been their brain into a clone host designated as the clone who will age and die, or as they suggested use a clone WITHOUT A BRAIN IN THE CRANIAL CAVITY, the ultimate in disposability::::Expect modern-day monsters to be empty-cranium clones, ie they are the gods using this shell to accomplish goals:::::The brain-less clones are tools, they are extensions of the computer, physical manifestation of the Artificial Intelligence here on earth. They are literally living embodiments of the gods, it is the god’s behavior we are witnessing and they use them as tools to deteriorate mankind as the planet deteriorates towards The End.Between the Jews and the Austrians we may have two groups who may be totally and completely “out”, meaning is no connection left on Planet Earth. This is the goal for people:::To get them and all their people out without leaving any descendants behind. Expect modern-day monsters to be empty-cranium clones:::: They are literally living embodiments of the gods, it is the god’s behavior we are witnessing. They are used as opposed to good brain-less clones because of disfavor. Disfavored “unconnected” people cast off to the United States defined into a category of “have-nots” might be different::::On the rare occassion when they get out they are replaced with real clones, clones with brains, but this is how it works for the “connected”/less disfavored/favored and those whom they use in significant roles. Of course there may have been a shift where they no longer switch with brained clones since we are approaching The End, but it may be based on level of disfavor:::The world has been divided into the “haves” and the “have nots” and the work-a-day middle class has been convinced they are “haves”, connected because they are lied to telepathically.The Party of 1999 was a very big deal indeed, the biggest party in the history of Planet Earth, and everybody who is anybody got out in time for this event; the VIPs who remain on Earth today are many clone generations deep unless they employ one of the tactics listed above:::a clone of a clone of a clone of a clone:::Every clone today is less than 10 years-old IN ALL CASES:::2000 served as a clearinghouse for clones. We may all be “clones” for they have suggested they colonized our planet with genetically engineered individuals. Geographic clues like Italy and Lake Michigan among others suggest artificiality (I suspect I’m not the only one with a Green Bay dick). Is Earth an evolved source planet or a created host planet? Was life and our Planet Earth really created in 6 days? Never doubt their power or ability::::::::They shared with me a story when they presented Pharrohs with mountains of gold, much to their amazement. This is the kind of ironic theater they enjoy, example of unique favors they grant to the special and the worthless value of what we deem precious. You can’t trust their scientists or any of their people in professional roles, clones or not. Just as they beemed earth out to create the Lake Michigan basin so could they have beemed in fossils and told them to dig in a specific place. (The evolution issue was a big step contributing to society’s breakdown into godlessness:::::Darwinisn/evolution took the first step. The masses were uneducated. Only after the post-war GI Bill-higher education advancement by the peasantry was the Counsel free to justify society’s ACTUAL breakdown into godlessness and the current state of society today.) Do I think the disfavored are clones? I think they have been utilizing clones throughout human history. I think throughout history the gods picked and chose individuals from disfavored blood lines to keep (around, ie not let go after a couple of decades/centuries) but, unlike the favored today, don’t have that “pre-approval” and therefore have to earn it individually. I think the disfavored have been disceived into thinking they are clones and it is the role of clones to obey absolutely. Clones and reals alike are judged based on the evil they engage in and their time is limited appropriately. Similar tactics are used to limit the time both clones and reals get for this is a unrespectable, degenerate era and they don’t want anybody staying for long:::::because of the environment people incurr far more evil than their forefathers in centuries past and it will limit their time appropriately. The evil people engage in because they think they are clones or because they think evil is the way causes them to fall further into disfavor, ensuring they aren’t among those who are saved in the end::::: they comply with requests, the gods position the little people to prey on one another and we have a deteriorating society, a planet on a collision course with the Apocalypse. The gods utilize delay tactics on the disfavored, pacifying them, disceiving them into accepting deferred ascention:::Unlike the favored the gods make the disfavored wait and wait and wait becasue they intend on CHEATING them. If you die out you will need a clone host body. Or you will be reincarnated. Or maybe you will die. People who don’t ascend with their bodies will not stay for long. They will lie to the disfavored, disceive them to ensure their current pattern of behavior continues uninterrupted because their are undesireable. Too many disfavored understand The End as the goal::they have to deteriorate society before they end and convince the disfavored to “do their part” with an empty promise of salvation as consideration. It is a “ludicrious request” they ask of some disfavoreds, requests that are ludicrous because they are obvious to people that they should defy ::::”Be gay.”, “Be transsexual.”, “Be homeless.”, “Betray your family.”, “Kill your children.” You are the disfavored, and this is where your children have to live. They will not save everybody in the end. If earth is destroyed then you are going to die and you will have no decendants to carry on the bloodline. The gods love the irony that the disfavored are doing it to themselves AND it is important for justification.They have been utilizing clones throughout the history of mankind. Men are the disfavored gender (see below), yet centuries ago used to die first, die young, by age 30. Why didn’t the women go first? THEY DID!!! They say well over 50% were taken when very young, before puberty and replaced with clones (likely only a fraction of that “over 50%” were the disfavored). The men that were left went on to mate with clones, clones who went on to achieve great status in society, some becoming matchmakers and elders within the village, the others being good mothers and peaceful residents, proving the clone’s role isn’t to be evil. A sample breakdown among peasants would appear like the following:::: WomenMen Favored- 75%25% Disfavored-10% 2%They share females have a very special experience, sometime when they are young, when the gods imparted wisdom and showed them the path. The females today don’t heed this call because of distractions and is justified by disfavor arising from the Holocaust, evil against “god’s chosen people” (they share they re-upped this disfavor in the 80s with the Ethiopian famine and continue to with AIDS in Africa (you are disfavored and you are allowing this to happen to fellow disfavored, just like you did to the Jews in the Holocaust. Empathy is a very important charecteristc. Claiming “clone” is temptation and compells many disfavoreds to ignore it.), global warming at the expense of the United States, etc. (Wean off of mass materialism, for this excessive consumption of resources is why the United States is responsible for global warming:::first they used their clones, “made guys”, to sell you on overconsumption, initially in the 1980s, told you to buy SUVs in the 90s then scapegoatted you, blaming you when they instructed Artificial Intelligence to create the hottest summer in history. People who drive incurr evil and limit the time they receive because of the negative impacts on the enviornment. Truckers drive for a living (letting your truck idle for an extended period of time as so many of you do HURTS YOU BADLY!!!). Also they share money may not be an issue up there, that money here is merely a tool for corruption. How the gods created an evil, ruthless environment in the 1980s with the temptation of greed and a “do anything to get ahead” mentality supports this. So was the late 90s increase in the stock market, a deliberate attempt to distract the disfavored, for they were analyzing day trading instead of fixing their problems at the dusk of the 20th century. And to add insult to injury the gods had many disfavoreds lose their accumulated wealth investing in redwhite&blue Enron before its scripted collapse.) In centuries past the females may have heeded this call en masse and it may have been the reason so many were saved from childbirth here on earth. They said the experience they give to girls today is painful, they inflict emotionally when it ocurrs so as to repel them from pursuing the calling, then or in the future. To be god-fearing is very healthy. The pain and hurt you experience can be your salvation. Never turn away from it. This awareness of your vulnerability is your advantage, and why women do so much better then men. I recommend you reflect on this experience, and pray for guidance, for then the recall may be stronger. Being female is an advantage. Because of a female’s nature they have the favor of the gods and this experience you had years ago can help you find the path and help you continue to be devoted. Most men won’t have this opportunity. They have to start from scratch. Also reflection can provide “flashes” whereby the gods grant moments of clarity:::What they tell you is deception; these “flashes are the truth. Heed these flashes for they illustrate that you are going the wrong way. If you are afraid I would ask you to think of all those girls from the past who received the god’s call and had the courage to sucessfully make their way down the path.The Old Testiment is a tool they used to impart wisdom to the people (except people have no freewill:::::REINSTATE FREEWILL!!!). For example, the gods warned us temptation would be used to test people. Also they must be some hominid species because they claim they made our bodies in their image. Anyhow we defile or deform the body will hurt our chance of going. They say circumcision costs people anywhere from 12%-15%, perhaps out of the parent’s time as well. There is a stigma associated with circumcision::We are 2nd class citizens because of it. Another way people foul the body today is with tattoes and piercing. I suspect both are about the same percentage as circumcision. They suggest abortion is fatal. Those women who have obtained an abortion must beg the gods to forgive them for their evil. And understanding the procedure (drilling a hole in the skull, scrambling the brains and sucking them out with a vacuum) amplifies the evil incurred. Those on whom this method is used are particularly disfavored for it hurts these women very, very badly::::Being a mid- and late-term procedure, they think through the disfavored, forcing these women to grapple over the decision, waiting until this method is necessary and compelling them into incurring more evil than the otherwise would have. (This method is evidence they don’t save these children for they don’t beem the brain into a clone host body. These are children who would otherwise have sccumbed in the absence of inocculations.) There are female equivilents to circumcision::::pierced ears, plastic surgury and since at least the 60s young women en masse give their precious virginity away. For thousands of years young people were matched at age 14 because they were ready for sexual relations. They were matched by elders or matchmakers (all of whom were clones!!) who were granted priveledge with Artificial Intelligence and matched couples based on favor. CASUAL SEX WILL CLAIM YOU OUT!!! It opens the door and allows the gods the freedom to justify creating disfunctions with Artificial Intelligence:::::they masculinize women (as does the hip hop subculture), it makes them cold and deadens them, and they instruct AI to prevent them from achieving a depth of love necessary for many women to ascend. There are other tactics used to accomplish this:::They told me years ago the BEST women are rendered cold with heartbreak instead of casual sex::: They instruct a disfavored man to work up a wonderful woman specifically to break her heart intentionally. This tactic emotionally deadens the women as does casual sex. These disfavored men lie to these good women and disceive them into falling in love, then break their hearts intentionally when told. If these women are considered as highly as is suggested then these men are doomed, for preying on wonderful women is the height of disfavor. The only thing worse would be to sell out your mother for a buck. Also ever since the 50s they have celebrated the “bad boy”, and women have sought out bad boys for sex, dirtying them up in the eyes of the elders and corrupting many men in the process, setting the men on the wrong path for life. Besides their roles as nurturers, love-givers and caretakers, their predisposition towards vulnerability, women have a special voice that speaks to them, a voice that illustrates their favor and the advantage of being female. They say when a female understands herself, her role as a member of the favored gender, when she progresses down the path and fixes her problems with the gods they will impart what wisdom she needs::::she doesn’t have to pursue education. Whereas men compete women cooperate together in groups, yet another sign of favor from the gods and another thing that has deteriorated in the 20th century and the last 40 years specifially. These are the things that make women the favored gender, and engaging in casual sex will cause that voice to fade until she no longer speaks::::::::: Women who go to the baseball parks get feelings like they are doing something wrong, that they shouldn’t be there. Women out on New Orleans’s Bourboun Street don’t get these thoughs because they are sluts::::They have fucked away their women’s intuition. Muslims teach people the correct way to live in regard to women (among other things::the right way to pray (bowing down, 5x/day), vindictive god)::their women cover up their bodies and refuse the use of cosmetics, and (for the followers of the original clone, the monagamous Mohammed) it pays wonderful dividends:::faithful husbands and uncorrupted sons. Men ARE the inferior (disfavored) half and when women wear promiscuous dress the gods will push men into impure (promiscuous) thoughts. The “stereotype” society ridiculed is true::women CAN corrupt men by how they dress. Because men are easily corrupted. This is a technique the gods used to eliminate many of the institutions they originally blessed us with, matchmaking being one of them, midwivery being another:::They beemed the baby out and preserved the integrity of the vagina.Mohammed’s taking of multiple wives marked the entrance of his (evil, ie brain-less) clone who was used to segment the Arab world into favored and disfavored factions. Similarly, assuming the accuracy of the dogma, the gods employed a(n evil, ie brain-less) clone for Jesus Christ who was used to claim he was a savior, the son of god, opening the door for the worship of a false god. Whereas initially the prophet was helpful a change ocurred where he became preditory on the disfavored::::Both evil clones were used to mislead disfavored followers. Typical strategy states clone replacement policy. Realize just as Joshua may have gotten out with Moses so may Jesus’s disciples gotten out with him. If the discpiles WERE clones we can’t trust the New Testiment scriptures. If the gods permit the use of their power (ie miracles) it is a red flag for they only employ their power to hurt the disfavored (peaked euphoria:::homosuxuality, addition, etc):::::ANYTIME you feel peaked, experience craving or ANY thought disturbance IT IS THEM TRYING TO HURT YOU!!!!!! REINSTATE FREEWILL!!!!! Jesus used to claim that god was “his father”. We may all be their children, for they refer to their clones as such, and if they colonized Earth they did so with clones. We ARE all their children for we are ALL their clones. Of course just as there are multiple clones of USPresidents running around at any given time (because of their importance) there were likely many Jesus clones, and not all of them were used for good. ANYONE who says they are your savior is a fucking liar. The gods used this tactic on the disfavored throughout the centuries to compell people to wait to be saved. I wonder if it is even more pronounced today. You have to fix YOUR relationship with the gods:::YOU are responsible for YOUR relationship with the gods. At the very most Jesus is just a prophet and you should never be so arrogant to think any one prophet is better than the others. Every prophet and each holy book can teach us and we should be attentive to all. Never be so narrow-minded to think your religion is the right way. Worshipping Jesus is worshipping a false god and that makes the real gods very angry. Too many of you think you’re golden because of Christianity. If you were “golden” you would have gotten out AT LEAST BEFORE 2000 BECAUSE THIS WAS A MAJOR EVENT!!! They made Christianity’s disfavored followers irrationally defensive, for they are so close to the path and otherwise could easily find their way. Do I think Jesus was evil? 1. Organizational methodology states clone replacement ploicy, so there WAS a change in his life, just as when Mohammed took multiple wives. 2. The Catholic Church used to teach of a rathful god, proving the dogma HAS changed, so obviously you can’t trust that. I suspect the disciples got out with Jesus, so the New Testiment was written by their brain-less clones, and what people read is what the gods WANT them to read.The United States of America is red white and blue, a theme and a clue:::. The monarchical system of the Old World closley replicates the heirarchical system of the god’s (Cousel/Management Team/ruling species) which is why so many of the purebloods around the world were blessed with it:::::The presence of a monarchial system helped people understand the god’s system and assisted them in thinking correctly. Its absence opened the door for the gods to instruct Artificial Intelligence to create a pathology of empowerment detrimental to the people. The USA’s democratic system deceives people into thinking they have control, and the perception of “freedom” gives the Counsel/Management Team the freedom to position, for it opens the door for them to justify instructing Artificial Intelligence to create disfunctions:::a perception of empowerment, control, etc. The god’s efforts to spread democracy through the platform that is the United States are attempts to hurt disfavored people around the world (Korea, Vietnam, Iraq). The redeeming element in this environment is employment within the corporate heirarchy, which closely replicates the god’s. Unions and government jobs are dumping grounds for the disfavored, for they don’t prepare people and instead further this misconception of empowerment. Corporate is not representation. Corporate is evil. All corporate entities have favor and, like the United States redwhite&blue, are tools of the gods used to hurt the disfavored left behind, and the clonesofclonesofclones, puppets at the helm do as instructed and prey on the disfavored. The gods just position some organizations as more evil than others. But in a pinch they will use any to get the job done. If needed/wanted they will bury the results to maintain prior positioning. Corporate is part of a structural change in the Age of the Disfavored that became more pronounced as time wore on::diverse corporate proliferation of the last 25 years. Corporate, an environment where a level of materialism is EXPECTED, is part of the problem, for materialism is an evil preached against in the Old Testiment and yet another way to incurr evil on the disfavored left behind::materialism, greed. Nobody is going to save you:::: Jesus isn’t going to save his followers, stores/manufacturers aren’t going to save their loyal customers (NEVER shop exclusively in one place, never put all your eggs in one basket. It really doesn’t matter for the gods control everything and it is merely for positioning’s sake but it may be a test of intelligence.), employers aren’t going to save their employees, etc. These are delay tactics designed to pacifiy people and ensure they don’t find the path and instead get limited time. If they ask you to wait you are going to be CHEATED. The gods ask the disfavored to wait and wait and wait. Only those to whom they intend to grant consideration receive it promptly. This whole system is about us, the little people, the peasants, the disfavored left behind. The wealthy, the upper management of corporations, all those people are clones and are here to disceive us and mislead us. They are merely putting in their time, and after a coupe of years they will put a new clone in, ensuring none will receive much time. If the wealthy are not visible the gods don’t have to worry about clone rotation. If the wealthy are not visible the gods don’t have to worry about clone rotation. Of course there are many options open to the gods, for they have great freedom::::: 1. They can create clones without brains in their cranial cavity and use Artificial Intelligence to make them behave as they wish, the ultimate in disposability. Never doubt their ability. Your disbelief is proof you are not giving the gods enough credit and illustrates you still are not thinking correctly. 2. They can ask for volunteers/assign duty to individuals, beem their brain into a final clone host, one that will age and die, and rotate brains with that clone body, ensuring a minimal number of any given individual. There are many ways they can do it and they utilize them all, perhaps segmentted by some standard assigned by status? “The gods work in mysterious ways.” You’re never going to figure everything out. It is not your place and these efforts likely make them angry. If you are demanding of information or anything else from the gods they will be angered. This is a pathology which is a manifestation of the USA, an empowering environment that the gods use to justify instructing Artificial Intelligence to create pathologies. So many things in the 20th century were instrumental in this capacity:::plots/themes in movies, TV, music. It all exists to prey on the disfavored. Do the right thing. Be good and decent and pursue a path of righteousness. The examples of gossip mongering show this is yet another tactic designed to compel people to incurr evil, which limits the time they will get up there. My adivce is be good and decent and pursue your own business. And avoid their temptations to get involved, for this corrupt society is littered with such temptations. “Money is the root of all evil.” is not just a cliche. They use the wealthy to corrupt the typical peasant, using these clones to create a goal of greed within the little people and use the media to promote materialism and consumption to society. This whole system is about us, the disfavored left behind. And it is like this to keep us down. Only you can save yourselves through an improved relationship with the gods. Even if you go up you are not saved. YOU have to fix YOUR problems with the gods. They won’t respect it otherwise. You have to take responsibility for your relationship with the gods.The United States is a cancer, a dumping ground for the disfavored around the world and why the quality of life is so much lower::disturbing culture, gun violence, widespead social ills, health care issues (Pharmecuticals are designed EXCLUSIVELY to hurt the disfavored left behind by costing them a chance to ascend with their body, proof in the late (last 10 years) proliferation of pharmecutical advertizing on TV. You are sick/injured because you have disfavor.). Over time its citizens interbreed ensuring a severed connection to the motherland. Over time its citizens interbreed ensuring a severed connection to the motherland. Bi-racial opens a new category, just as the Americans did when shipped out of their motherland::Bi-racial individuals are another inferior sub-class of peasant that are to get even less time than their grossly disfavored predicessors lucky enough to retain blood purity. Its emergence late (last 40 years) is a red flag suggesting its negative status. I want to remind older people about the stong stigma against bi-racial unions, a beneficial taboo handed down from our forefathers, one that faded to black as the 80s wore on. The disfavored cast out to the United States did, in essence, become charter members of a new sub-class of citizen in the eyes of the gods, and as they began to mix they formed new sub-classes of people::::: 1st Class – Purebloods in their motherland 2nd Class – Disfavoreds cast out to the USA who retained their motherblood over the generations. 3rd Class – Disfavoreds sent to America who bred intra-continentally (bloodlines within the same continent) 4th Class – Disfavoreds banished to the United States who bred inter-continentally (bloodlines from different continents) The effective difference could be in level of priveledge up there or perhaps the amount of time they intend on granting you::The lower the class the less time you get (They don’t like to talk about how much time they are going to grant to people NOR about priveledge level.) If you are a recent immigrant I recommend you return. (Just as with the Europeans a century ago, siblings who remained behind have the favor in your family.) If that’s not possible you need to retain your culture and insulate your children and community from this cancerous environment. They send this clue with Chinatowns across the country, how many Chinese have been here for a century or more yet still retain the old ways, a sign of favor. People came to the Unites States for many different reasons, and each has its own effect:::bondage, political strife, religious beliefs, crop failure (Ireland’s potato famine, which of course the gods caused) and some left their beloved motherland because they were pushed into desiring a better life::::Greed, and these disfavored people were punished when the gods instructed AI to push them into becoming corrupted and preditory. They subsequently rewarded the corrupted Italians early this century so as to set the tone for the 20th century, the Age of the Disfavored, and used them to set an example for their own people and other disfavoreds within the United States. The gods sent this clue about “The Boot” (the Romans/Italians) again when European currencies merged:::::they ruined the value of the Lira prior to the merger, making the other countries foot this bill. Moral of the story::::The Italians are not to be trusted. The gods used “The Boot” (Italy) twice::: Roman Empire and 20th century. Italians had certain priveledges for being positioned in charge, one is a lower incidence of homosexuality in the population. Contrary to the perception, Italians have great disfavor, as do all inflicted with Catholicism:::I wonder if this was their punishment for the sins of the Roman Empire, the imperialism, the orgies??? Opera’s sick themes were designed to corrupt the minds of the disfavored Italians. Once you recognize this I want to share that the Japanese also are grossly disfavored::they nearly produce distractions exclusively, their people are consumed by them, they have replaced their culture. What favor in Japan ocurrs rurally, and not near Nagasaki nor Hiroshima. Wealth is a corruptor and a sign a society is disfavored::::Eastern Europe (socialism/communism) has favor while their western counterparts struggle in their relationship with the gods. Also baseball is a clue a society is grossly disfavored (baseball comprised of the preditory disfavored. Ranger ownership was a clue to people that W is evil. They offered this clue intentionally.) Cultures who embrace hard liquor as their drink of choice are grossly disfavored, tequilla being uniquely Mexican (Anything “hard” is wicked:::Hard alcohol, hard drugs, all porn.) or those who have a passion for drinking (Irish). Incidentally, another sign of gross disfavor are societies that consume spicy foods (Latin America, Thai, etc.), those who eat too much meat, engage in human sacrifice, ones who tattoo or pierce their bodies, those who celebrate evil (Celtic) or are inflicted with the Catholic Church. Contrary to what disfavored people believe, these peoples are not “earning” when they inflict their evil on others. Rather it is the source of their disfavor because the gods are scapegoatting them by hurting others with the problems the gods inflicted them with, ironically!!! Those who believe they are earning have become corrupted!!! Disfavored people want to minimize the god’s opportunities. These “open doors” give the gods the freedom to justify instructing Artificial Intelligence to create problems in the disfavored’s lives. The USA, Catholic Church, hip-hop, etc all give the gods the freedom to abuse you and your family. Identify and eliminate as many of these items as you can. The gods used “The Boot” twice, suggesting they are open to the idea of recycling:::Beem the structures and people off earth (into a star), beem out toxic waste and re-colonize the planet??? Planets require a investment and they may prefer to maximize its return. They have many planets where they have fostered life. They have timed these planet’s emergence (into industrial/technological age, the crucial in a planet’s history,) to ensure they can give their full attention to each when it ocurrs. They are personally involved, and are with each and every planet. The gods will use whatever role players are at their disposal to justify their behavior to segments of society, 20th century gangsters used to position against the most disfavored among us, literally and telepathically::::The gods utilize levels of positioning. This is just another tactic the god’s use to instill hurdles along the disfavored’s path:::Whereas they used to take the many and leave the few now they take the few and leave the many. There is an underlying positioning beneath this, as is the god’s way:::Levels of positioning used to confuse the disfavored, to add a hurdle, and I suspect 20th century WorldWars are a clue suggesting germanic control (Hitler a clue suggesting Austrian leadership). Not only is their dominance of evil warmongering in the 20th century a clue but so is their language, a gutteral, wicked sounding langauge which is a clue offered to the disfavored. Similarly the purpose of their composers, many of whom were Austrian, ALL of whom were (brain-less?) clones (the favored children got out) was as a “high-level” distraction, a delaying tactic for those in that segment of society. Whereas this isn’t as an important a tactic now it was back during the 20th century and earlier, I suspect. Austrian Sigmund Freud is known as the father of psychoanalysis yet people have (mental) health problems because of their disfavor, illustrating the preditory purpose of this discipline, this individual. These people. They fought to save Christianity in The Crusades. Do they have proprietory rights over beer, the scourge of men??? Buswdeiser IS Austrian. They suggest people crave this product. I know it’s true. I’ve felt it myself and I don’t even drink!!! It’s because they are Austrian and the gods use Austrians as preditors. (Much like US automakers, only one of these three companies is any good. You still shouldn’t be drinking beer. And yes, it doesn’t REALLY matter and yes, they are ALL merely clones, but just as the gods will enforce prophecy so will they enforce positioning. Plus because of the craving issue you are less apt to become an alcoholic drinking Coors than you are Buswieser.) Martin Luther was a german and his teachings inspired the Reformation, good for the Germans and Christians throughout Europe. I wonder if Austrians would have tried to keep the Germans within the Church?? I argue the Austrians were used to lead the misled/unwitting Germans into evil. Don’t allow that Austrian, who has already been used to create so much damage throughout the decades (The gods instructed/forced this individual’s (series of) clones to offer many clues, marrying a Kenndey is one.), into the White House. There won’t be death camps but the gods will use this open door and exploit your mistake and punish you for failing to pick up on the clues listed above. But I suspect the counsel/Management Team’s use of positioning doesn’t stop there. I suspect it may continue to “Earthly gods”, perhaps with Egyptian Pharrohs, perhaps some Asian kings as leadership? Unlike “made guys” or VIPs, these individuals’ reals may actually have a position within the Management Team for their status is very high. Their clone’s role could suggest their real’s importance:::::Of course their duties may not be Earthly due to bias.If you ever have doubt I would refer you to the Old World way of life:::the elders used to sit and impart wisdom to the young. Now we watch DVDs and use the internet. People would be matched and married by age 14. They village would use a matchmaker or elders (all clones!!) to pair young people. Now girls give their precious virginity away to some person in school and parents divorce (AS TOLD!!!) while their children grow up without an important role model. The people used to honor the gods and were rewarded with a high-quality of life for them, their children and their society. Now we have a deteriorating society on a collision course with the Apocalypse.The widespread emergence of innoculations was timed to coincide with other modern convieniences, setting the stage for the disturbing developments of the 20th century. All the following are contributing factors justifing the deterioration of society, for the gods compensated for this easy living in other ways; the gods made people pay for the modern convieniences of today’s society::::: 1. Indoor plumbing. People used to walk distances and return with heavy buckets full of water. 2. Freezer/refridgeration 3. Canned foods. 4. Mobility 5. Instantaneous communications 6. Freedom from pandemics through inocculations I think the god’s freedom to eliminate the descendants who had to pay for families or make widespread “corrections” (Black Plague) helped contribute to the decent society we enjoyed prior to the 20th century. Now those children live. It’s a contributing factor, justification for the deterioration of society which paves the way for The End. There are many examples throughout 20th century life of how they instilled distractions into society so people wouldn’t find the path and ascend, a way to justify excluding those whose family history makes them undesirable, dividing society into the haves and have-nots:::materialism, radio, sports, movies, popular music, television, video games, shopping. As we approached the end of the 20th century they accelerated their efforts:::the internet, the incredible increase in the stock markets, penny slot machines, etc, all deliberate attempts to ensure the disfavored are distracted/incurr evil (greed, justification for leaving the undesirable behind) and fail to make it up before this crucial date of 2000. High pay to the disfavored today is a strategy::::It creates contentment/ability to distract self so people don’t seek more, hesitant to receive contradicting possibilities, dependant on what they are told telepathically, subject to deception in a captive environment::the disfavored feel as if they are “in”. It also opens the door for a materialistically-based lifestyle. They gods (Counsel/Management Team/ruling species) have deteriorated life on earth precipitously in the last 40 years, from a godless society to abortion to pornography, widespread drug use and widespread casual (gay) sex, bi-racial children, explosion of “big” people, single-parent households, latchkey kids and the masculinization of women (and hence (full) women’s prisons, participatory sports, etc. (Up until the past four decades it was the men who filled the prisons, the men who made trouble, the men who caused problems, and it’s because theirs is the gender with disfavor and why the gods send them off to die in war. Too many men still sign on to the “good ‘ole boy’s club” paternalistic type of mentality, an archaic dumping ground now designated for the grossly disfavored, and it is used to compel them to feel superior to women when just the opposite is true.) Anything that emerged since the advent of television and “fast food” should be be distrusted by the disfavored and viewed as tools of the gods designed to attack us. Anything that emerged since the advent of television and “fast food” should be be distrusted by the disfavored and viewed as tools of the gods designed to attack us. Anything anything anything anything anything anything anything anything anything anything Anything that emerged since the advent of television and “fast food” should be be distrusted by the disfavored and viewed as tools of the gods designed to attack us. Women are favored, are the element of decency, and as they become more like the men the society becomes more disfavored, goes downhill, as we are witnessing. There was a time, not so long ago, when no self-respecting woman would EVER set foot in a bar or a gambling hall. The only women who were in those type of establishments were of questionable morals, and there were far fewer of them than there are today. Tabloids offer details on celebrities lives. Celebrities are ALL (brain-less) clones. They utilize tactics to minimize their legacy as illustrated above, and brain-less clones are one tactic, multiple clones for important events (noteworthy movies, spotlight sporting events, etc.) are another. Every one of them are clones, and all these incidents are staged::The gods tell these clone celebrities to commit their offense and offer these tabloids as temptation to the ignorant public. Tabloids are tagetted specifically to women, and the gods offer this information to hurt them, for they incurr evil:::::::they are enjoying the misery of others which is not decent. All these people are evil. I suspect their presence in their chosen profession is a statement regarding disfavor, legacy left from their real, prior life via reincarnation, etc. And, much like all entertainers, sports, music, etc, they (their clone) wouldn’t be doing what they do if they weren’t evil. Their clones would be doing something good, something decent, something that didn’t hurt people. The system is quite opposite from what it appears to be.The Biblical account of Noah’s flood was regional to the disfavored Mediterrean, peoples whom the gods scapegoatted when they pushed/disceived them into the evil that justified the flood, behavior similar to that which we are witnessing today. (Water levels lowered because of the ice age, habitation ocurred at seaside, land bridge at the Straight of Gibraltar “broke” through (New Orleans). Of course the gods desire maximum effect during these events so expect that they beemed in trillions of gallons into the Mediterreanean basin to enhance this event, especially in the east. Look for similar “effect-maximizing” behavior during future catastrophic events. (New Orleans)) Because they have leveled the playing field for all people (purebloods and mongrels) in the decades prior to the 21st century is a clue they will end globally this time (westernization, materialism, immigration/interracial, homosexual, access to disturbing media, desensitization, etc.)The gods drew the disfavored out to California’s gold rush with “magic”, peaking them euphorically to achieve gold fever which is the same tactic they use to create addiction and homosexuality. In time they molded the current disturbing enviornment into its present form, designed to prey on those disfavored’s descendants (subsequently dispersed to California’s SJValley or other disfavored areas of the country):::California led the social deterioration of the last 40 years as the gods escallated towards The End::: -Free sex, Summer of Love -Casual drug use -Music scene -Black Panthers -Hollywood. Movies were terrible until they mysteriously changed in 196x sometime. -Silicon Valley -???? They implimented the deterioration of society over a century before it began in earnest. Recall how California was the source of “progressive” ideas, gay acceptance/marriage, bi-racial acceptance, open immigration (see above), godlessness, individuality, and how these ideas were used to infect the rest of the country, the rest of the world. Californians will be scapegoatted for The End, their “progressive” ideals used to perpetuate a “leveling of the playing field” worldwide. And don’t be suprised if California (is the first to) subducts as punishment (pushed into offending behavior, scapegoat them for the offense then punish the disfavored, a recurring policy of the gods—REINSTATE FREEWILL!!!!)::: the North American plate sliding under the Pacific plate. Because they have leveled the playing field for all people (purebloods and mongrels) in the decades prior to the 21st century is a clue they will end globally this time (westernization, materialism, immigration/interracial, homosexual, voyerism, pornography, access to disturbing media, desensitization, etc). They’ve engaged in a process where they have divided society into the haves and have nots. The clues all suggest a very telling conclusion::this is Earth’s end stage, and these clues suggest they will end on Earth. There are signs tectonic plate subduction would be the method of disposal (Earth’s axis will shift breaking continental plates free and initiating mass subduction.)::::::Much as Italy’s boot and the United States shaped like a workhorse (with a fat ass) are geographic clues, so is the planet Uranus a clue, its axis rotated on its side. Global warming should alarm people for it is a clue telling of the bleak future of Planet Earth. The Bible says fire will be our demise this time. Both subduction and “beemed to the center of a star” fit this description:::::Don’t think it will take as long as global warming suggests. The gods used “The Boot” (Italy) twice, suggesting the gods are open to the idea of recycling::: Beem the structures and people off earth (into a star), beem out toxic waste and re-colonize the planet??? Planets require a investment and they may prefer to maximize their return. Could they have already recycled earth before?The Mayans as well as others were specific December 21, 2012 would be the end. How long after our emergency call in 2001 will the gods allow us??? How long after our emergency call in 2001 will the gods allow us??? How long after our emergency call in 2001 will the gods allow us??? The gods wrote prophecy in Revelation, had subsequent prophets foresee Earth’s demise for good reason:::they are going to end on Planet Earth. What else are they lying to you about? What else are they lying to you about? What else are they lying to you about? What else are they lying to you about? The gods wrote prohpecy for a reason:::They wrote prohpecy and conceived/implimented positioning because they intend on enforcing both. They didin’t ivest the effort only to abandon their plans at a later date. When people are saved at the end it will be the “haves”, clones and clonesofclonesofclones, likley in some orchestrated theatrical display, not the disfavored people who have problems, have-nots who were tempted into carrying on like they were “made guys”, disceived into thinking they were “earning”. Society has been divided into the haves and the have-nots, and it will be the haves who will be saved in the end, not the cooperating porno-driven, tattooed, pierced alternate freaks who get cornrows and grills because they are told they are being used to corrupt others or because they eat whatever the media feeds them. It will (was) be some theatrical event, forcing some of these clones to come back, for I think many of them no longer resie on Earth. Of course they may be brain-less clones. If so they are just shells, slaves, robots and tools, the ultimate in disposability. My message illustrating the path may be the disfavored’s last clue. All clues before have been more covert but this one is quite obvious indeed, which says time is running out.There are many ways they can play the deterioration of society as we move towards The End and you need to recognize it, for the door is open. I suspect the script is written, but the following is one idea they floated to me a couple of years ago:::: They may one day send a message, creating desperation among the disfavoreds::: Have their preditory disfavored clones shut down their corporations, stop their economic activity, be it farming, canning, power production, etc. and close up shop. This would leave the few good disfavored companies (Atlanta) to fulfill the demand, unless they instruct them to pull out as well, for they ARE all brain-less clones, will ALL be called into duty when the time comes, for this “good/evil company” issue is merely positioning. They suggested they’d beem out all animals, be it livestock, etc., ensuring a heightened level of desperation. The resulting chaos would likley initiate the Apocalypse. Disfavored people shouldn’t be doing business with the preditory disfavored. People shouldn’t be doing business with the preditory disfavored (brain-less clones. The favored are good and decent and would never think of hurting another. When the disfavored get out without fixing their problems the brain-less clones they are replaced with are used as monsters to prey on fellow disfavoreds.) Beem me up please. Atlanta is a very disfavored city and the gods instructed disfavored companies to locate there; Braves greatness of last 20 YEARS!!!! preditory on this very disfavored city and the nation as a whole, Braves baseball on cable TV DAILY!!! Baseball is a tool of the gods used to prey on the disfavored. Atlanta’s I-20 Racers – motocyclists speed down I-20 at speeds up to 250 mph to terrorize this disfavored city. They threatened they would maintain a hurricane at category 5 even as far inland as Atlanta to destroy the city for a second time.Whereas Christopher Columbus marked the beginning of the end, the Holocaust marked the beginning of the final act, and it is a tragedy::::: The gods fulfill the role of evil by preying on the disfavored and using Artificial Intelligence to push the disfavored into wickedness, leveling the playing field and paving the way for The End. As a planet approaches The End the gods become more immoral::::The “disfavoring” of the population is accomplished through the masculinization of women, the favored among the people. Over time the people of the planet become EXCLUSIVELY disfavored, and they use this disfavor to justify their immorality. god is the Anti-Christ, if you put any credibility in this. The gods view it as a joke because Christianity is BY FAR the world’s WORST major religion. “god is the Anti-Christ” may never be revealed because of the levels of positioning. Perhaps they would put in some puppet, use some Italian or german to position this to the ignorant which allows the gods to come off clean, leaving a MAJOR hurdle for the disfavored to overcome somewhere down the road, for they are still thinking wrong. But the gods ARE the source of misery for the disfavored. They promote evil and tempt people, instructing Artificial Intellignece to push them or disceive them into wickedness. god is the Anti-Christ. Is god the Anti-Christ or, since (if) Jesus is evil in this environment of reverse positioning, is god a preditory Second Coming of Christ while the Anti-Christ is ironically good, sympathethic with and trying to help the disfavored??? Is the Anti-Christ figure the opposite of the popular perception the gods created of the Anti-Christ as a wealthy white priveledged male who rises to power? Christianity is BY FAR the world’s WORST major religion, and the proof lies with disallusion the throngs of Christians experience once they learn the truth. The gods are not good and loving. There is no such thing as a Christian god. They have quite a sophisticated taste for vengance and inflict disasterously on the disfavored (the population explosions of the last few centuries say something very disturbing. Perhaps they want to justify natural catastrophe. Perhaps they want a full-blown Apocalypse event. Perhaps they are sending all the disfavoreds from the milenia back for The End.). god is the Anti-Christ, whether they use a brain-less clone puppet or not. THEY do it TO us. “THE GODS PUSHED PEOPLE INTO BEING HOMOSEXUAL THEN MURDERED THEM WITH AIDS ENSURING REINCARNATION.” This type of behavior is recurring. They LOVE irony like this. It is the apex of their theater. They LOVE to manage our lives, and they love the drama that results. To be god fearing is a very healthy thing.People must defy when asked to engage in evil. The Holocaust taught people the importance of defiance::our great grandparents should have defied when asked telepathically to ignore the Holocaust. They should have instead reacted with outrage. I suspect so

You know,I have written many b

2009-11-13T05:38:19.413+01:00

You know,I have written many bad words against Harold Bloom. Yes,it is true too that I already apologized;but,if you did not noticed,in the beginning I simply adored him.I read the ” Western Cannon” with great pleasure.I started writing poems with more dedication.I remember he saying in the paper different things like ” I am a groucho-marxist” ,I did not know he was so important. I would like to say I am probably reaching sanity.My problems started mainly with the coldness of my father (whose today I consideer an excellent man and I was never jealous of him) and the trying of drugs. That’s all.

Raincoaster: I found somewhat

2009-11-06T06:29:33.082+01:00

Raincoaster: I found somewhat called Raincoaster-Media on the web…repeating by the last time – “my English is terrible” – I did not read too much but seem there is various things there that must be praised,in a way that I want to excuse you for calling you ” ignorant-heart”,you seem do not deserve it.I am better,I’ll even say ” lamento,Bunk Strutts,vou parar de brincar com você” . But I’ll stay (don’t know how long )here,it became a hobby to me,I have the habit of re-read my posts here and anyway,I am not wasting space on the web,isn’t? I am sad too even for talking bad about Lars Ulrich and Dave Mustaine,I key Lars first because “Death Magnetic” is much better than ” St. Anger”or “united Abominations” ,Lars do his job and Kirk Hammett shines on some amazing songs there.I like Trujillo and,James is James,what more can I say.My tecno-dance cd is boring,Metallica was my favourite of all times,I still do not know pleasure like banging the head with “Ride The Lightining” and ” Kill’em All” at the 80’s,I don’t think sex reached it.I do not even know if Bonded By Blood (Exodus) and War And Pain (Voivod)reached! Well,talking about music,by what I experienced,two things are comparable in pleasure:the power of imagination:I get two times,once with “X My Heart” of Peter Hammill and another with a K-7 with some musics of ” Slim fast Formula” ,of a brazilian band called Killing Chainsaw.I watched a movie from beginning to end in the two cases.I remember hearing “Material Possession” of Peter watching the buffalo of New York Bourse being bull-fighted.No lies and no drugs.Slim Fast Formula I heard in a walk-man,laid to bed,there was pot-smoke,militar vehicles,officers …so incredibly heavy that when it ended I badly could move my arms and legs,I raised up with dificulty and,when considering hearing again,a voice told me to stop or the president would be dropped by a militar-strike,I insisted but was not permitted. And the second thing which compares..my two minutes with E,L &P (laughs)(sshhh…do not tell the young people why…) Well,what seeks may be ridiculous,but I believe I read in Nietzsche (“The Born of Tragedy…”?)” I cannot hear Wagner without my Walda pastilles”.I would like to search on some books of Nietzsche if this exists,but I sold 73 books,some of Nietzsche… Today,Friday,I’ll go by the fourth time with my female-psychologist since I re-started a treatment beyond the pills.I ‘ll tell her about desintegration,visual hallucinations(mainly the giant,the man with more than 2.20m),orientation about a HIV-test(I’m anxious)and paranoia.These last refeers mainly to a friend of mine which I suspect he is looking for a way to tell me “Umberto,never more talk to me because there is people thinking we make sex” .Maybe I am strange,I don’t know…I hope it is only paranoia.

Oh,please,you reader (jew or n

2009-10-30T07:20:46.751+01:00

Oh,please,you reader (jew or not!)do not take what follows as an insult! I am becoming more nietzschean.I am becoming an atheist.You know,when I post something here,it was more os less like talking;I do not use to think – these will be wrote for eternity! Again that phrase – ” the jews and their superior intelligence in the former europeans states of the XIX century”,”they would be welcome to produce a mixed european race”.Well,I became jealousy about these talk of intelligence. Well,the Europeans were christians,ins’t it?! I must say I am 75% italian and 25% portuguese. (…) Should one day (initially in the west) the churches be only empty builts?Nietzsche could drop the idol Jesus? You see,I live in a predominant christian country,Brazil is big and I badly know my state,but even on more radical churches there is nothing about like ” voluntarious suffer” .I think we do not need religion to be good. What I strange is this man Jesus – could he be crazy enough to start speeching about his invisible father beyond ” I am the truth,the way and the light”? (…) I was going to post a text with more than one thousand words,talking about visual allucinations,desintegration,sanity,but I thought it could be better kept to my third amateur book.

People could wonder how can I

2009-10-23T09:12:00.420+02:00

People could wonder how can I survive with so much frustration.It is simple:I burn,I rip apart,I eat the brain, I eat the ass, I kill,after I kill, I main,after I main I throw the pieces on the garbage can. So I go back to reality,look around and there is no inhumanity. Suicide?No f****ing way!!!

I think I should apologize all

2009-10-16T10:03:14.089+02:00

I think I should apologize all the jews in the world,instead of me do not being guilty.OK,the unconsciuous,I may be guilty however…so,anyway,I apologize. I should add that I remember reading Wilhelm Reich at the age of 16 or 17 and,by what I remember,there was some lines which goes to a pejorative meaning of the word ” jew” in the coletive unconscious.I do not know if it could explain something about my awaked nightmares with jews. Well,I am almost hundred percent sure I really read it in W. Reich.What happens not to be one hundred % sure is that when I was reading a tale of Loyola about a man which talks to a ant in his breakfast,I read there ,in these tale,a part where a bee fly through the ocean and,arriving Europe,she asks another bee about her aunt,and the other bee responses, ” Oh,I know she,she is not far,maybe there on that flowers”, I started crying so beauty I found,but when I pick up the book again there was no bee,there was just the man and the ant on the breakfast. To be sincere, happenned too,once in a psychiatrist,that I talked to he that I read in ” The Function of Orgasm” that repressed homossexuals become sadistic heterosexuals.The book was there in his room,I searched but did not find this part. Well,it is not the case of asking excuses for all the jews except Harold Bloom;otherwise probably Harold Bloom read not the texts I sent here;the point is that I must confess that I wanted for a long time to stop studying and live with a man which had a poor car and dressed slippers,it is incredibly amazing and depressing history with surely will not be put here.Well,just the necessary part…the first time I read of Harold Bloom was in a brazilian paper,there was an interview that I read delighted,he talked about Schopenhauer,Tellassic Jones (who was he?I remember just the name),Literature,there was a photo of Bloom sitting behind a table like in his teacher’s room,I found it single,and how he said in the interview he could response to some letters,I wrote a letter to him which was never responsed.But,in my psychosis,one day,sitting in a corner,I saw a man walking down the street and he was like from another country,I seeked at distance and thought:it is Harold Bloom!So(and I remember well- I think I have even a copy somewhere in my house)I wrote again to he telling I could trait the “One” by Harold Bloom and I would accept to live in U.S.A. with him. Funny that the man I called “One” was Kurak who was Capuzzo who was Bruno who was Secco who was Aegerter who was David who was I do not know who more SSTTOOPP what I am telling is that I have some kind of psycho-rational heart to a man which simply did not exist!!Everytime I used to see a fat,clear-eyes man looking at me and smiling,I deduced “it is he!!”So there I am in the stadium watching the local soccer team,so I look by my side and there is the One looking to me with something like love in his eyes,I freeze,disguise,look again and-there-is-nobody-there.So I arrive home and took 8 pills instead of three,and happens every month or less,and when is not happenning I am going by bus to Descalvado and waiting all the afternoon sitting on the center square and coming back to my city at the evening bus,and on the bus-stop I go to see drawnings on the wall which was obviously codified messengers so FUCK YOU ALL BASTARDS!!!(sorry…this went to the whole world)…well,let’s Gary Larson talk through the cover of one of his comic books,if you know,the one with two bears and a snyper. Alias,these cover seems is talking about me….wait,wait,I am getting insane again…oh,no!!Beware,jews!!!Am I famous since 1968?No,I am kidding…I am getting better…SURE!!! I hope, at less…concluding,excuse me Harold Bloom too.

Does anybody feel importuned w

2009-10-09T10:54:27.758+02:00

Does anybody feel importuned with another message of mine here?I do not think.So here it goes. I am wondering about the working of my mind.So there goes another (yes,another little true history…)about yesterday at night. I supplyied my car but it stopped few kilometers ahead.I thought that I was robbed by the man of the fuel post,so,while I was going to another post to buy more fuel,I keep at distance charging him with high voltage discharges,deflagration etc. So I arrived back at the car, and after put more gasoline it did not work.It caused a crisis on me;if the man on the first post was innocent how could he be punished by me?When a people is innocent he never get punished,even if I try,but it happened different.So,this schizophreny game which came-and-go started.I thought – I am just a schozophrene,I am not special.But I felt fine,cause when I was waiting for the mechanic,no car’s motors insulted me,the people became common,there was no inhuman persons and ,there,the world became a much better place.I think it was some hours of lucidity,it was very nice.”What do I need in the world?Just a true and fat friend,nothing more” . Well,lately,at home,the things went out of control again,cause I hear much and I see much along,too,so insanity is back,there is too much stimulus taking away my mind(but is not necessary bad;sometimes God falls and I feel very worried cause life is being so great that could never ends!) You know,I mean,I am probably a crazy,I am not here exposing myself to tell to the world news I would not believe – I am crazy. I am not dumb. I did the Complete Personal Intelligence Profile and my IQ hit 147.There is thirteen habilities,and,before the “Computational Speed”,it was going to be 156,but how I did just 45 on this last(being zero% above the people doing the test and cos my Englsish is not fluent)the final result dropped to 147.

The favourite author of Harold

2009-10-02T11:45:41.427+02:00

The favourite author of Harold Bloom is Shakespeare,anyone knows.I suppose to a point he would not recognize the almost non-existing influence of Shakespeare in Goethe,at instance. I would like to talk just a bit about Nietzsche.Nietzsche was not an anti-semit;but,if he had not wrote,there would be no Holocaust .If he had not spreaded atheism and his critics to Cristianism,there would not be so much capitalist corruption and Star Wars.Some people say I use to see DISTORTED visions of this Philosofier everywhere…well,they may be right. I think the main worth of Philosophy to me is bring me well-being and know where to find. You see,I sticked in mud my car one of this nights,and ,after much work and time,a small farmer obtained take off the car from the mud.I did not know how to thank his help,I was going to offer him some money but he did not accept and invited me to go to his house when I would like to. There is so many average minds reading more the title of the books of Nietzsche than the books,(yes,he becamed more popular) and saying – ” the world is Nietzsche!” ,that the things are going cretin.This farmer felt gratified simply in help me.Why?Well,he had a education since a kid to help people ,and who educated him ,his parents,treated him with love.So,everything are in the right places.Many people do not understand it.Just like his somewhat christian behaviour should be put down. There is a certain neighbour of mine which reads Nietzsche.He have a neurotic son that made a ilustrative thing.He read the word ” Bothanica” on a pharmacy and deduced automatically : ” I am a scientist” .So dumb and senseless he is.It is not a child,he is a teenager or older.He is just able to read ,nothing more.

Well,Lovecraft could explain b

2009-09-25T12:36:55.096+02:00

Well,Lovecraft could explain but nothing about my above message…and I would like to say I knew my teenage favourite writer – yes,Lovecraft! -before Metallica and Iron Maiden citations. At the last decade I tried but I had not patience to read the whole Charles Dexter Ward ,it bored me the time wasted to dectails New England architecture. I should be more severe with Harold Bloom then just put him inside a book he certainly does not aprove.

I am the justifier of future a

2009-09-13T07:12:17.621+02:00

I am the justifier of future ages of agony and threat to Harold Bloom beyond this Earth I blessI am a called one by the The True which can never diesWith He, the secret visitor in decades Whose color never means a bad word,when white or what Bloom,the only man which would say poetry dies And then just he goes away To ages of agony and threat With Shakespeare laughtersMy never ending heart cannot be beated By affront of Bloom adulators And I do not know even why.

Hi,I cannot go on with the new

2009-08-13T11:34:14.413+02:00

Hi,I cannot go on with the new themes within this enormous Raincoaster’s blog,I would like to have a better English understanding to participate,seems there is very enthusiastic things around here,but I am into this forgotten old corner again;yes,it is true that what I am posting now refeers to something I have already post here. One:the sucker’s voice and miserable human being (december 9,2008)is not from Thomas Pynchon.This one I was wanting to slay(at the epoch) is a very annoying schizophrene,he have like a light inside his head,which make he subject to deliriuns relative to God and to Phisics.Seems his name starts with the word D. Well,I must pity Mark Mothersbaugh.He seems a pretty defecant down of life;I am not sure (well,how you see things have change about Mothersbaugh,so,I am not sure),but I believe he have a psychic-morphological sad and grave problem,which does not permit he taste LIFE and its bests pleasures.Yes, he is above average,but 180? – no way. I discovered he likes to laugh at average people.How?Well,I was hearing a child with a cutting-heart crying to her mother – “I wanna go home,I wanna go home..”and M.M. felling of the situation was passed by him to me and was like the child being an imbecile eater of cheap candys,what follows his (“its”?)triumphant speech “I am dirty!I am dirty!”,including the purpose of humiliate me. Well,I scratched my head cause this guy “can not understand nothing perfectly” or less (GET IT? – vide his (its)picture on the back cover of “Oh,no!It is Devo” and hear the picture;I am talking serious!). Mark Mothersbaugh…you confound me nice.Very good.It is like hearing now the cries of a child with a whole life of joy and sorrows and dreams ahead ,and after passes,I’ll moor a socket on my head to try feeling what’s your life-like the most near I was permitted to do.Well,I am the blessed one,there was born just one M.Mothersbaugh in the world and is not me.I am a lucky man.

Eu não sou uma Frutinha Fresca

2009-08-05T00:37:12.123+02:00

Eu não sou uma Frutinha Fresca Para Vegetarianos Podres (Copyright Dead Kennedys) Prolongando o assunto,as mulheres são melhores na cama e os homens melhores como companhia…quase sempre é assim que eu sinto.

–Hey,Witches to Judge…? –Hmm?

2009-07-10T22:43:55.787+02:00

–Hey,Witches to Judge…? –Hmm? –I did not certified all along the blog,but it semms you are paranoid…I mean,all the people here are posting and coming togheter,they are not fighting one to another,it seems your astral is very low…nobody here was addicted in crack neither worst things you got involved…I think you should apologize,don’t you?? –It is like people unbelieving my psychological problems and laughtering over me…but if you are right,I apologize!

Its so annoying!! I cannot tal

2009-07-02T15:15:48.767+02:00

Its so annoying!! I cannot talk to simple people in a bar that Harold Bloom keeps at distance ” beat him! Beat him!” .Or ” beware the black,is he dangerous??Black-black-black” (what a low and depressive situation).”That one talked about God! Don’t you know Nietzsche,you fool!!Brazilians have inferior life-style!!” Like many people think that Nietzsche are scientific truth,irrevogable truth and knowledge,I think these people are cretins.Nietzsche were simply a genius who wrote very well.Nietzsche is culture.When Nietzsche will drop the idol Jesus??Never.Why should we have to be so competitive??If it is your way,alright,but – like in the bar – do not tell me what to do!! I am sure of my intelligence,I do not need to battle again,again and again.Try not to violate my person,my-self.Let me live my life how I know myself.I am fourty years old already and donnot need fake people annoying and trying to tell me how I should behave.They do not wish me well and they do not even know if they are pretending or trying to help me.I am an adult.

About not-lyrical poetry,Anxie

2009-06-24T07:47:41.747+02:00

About not-lyrical poetry,Anxiety Of Influence There is a relevant brazilian poet called Augusto de Campos. In his work,he dealed with technology,moving pictures and recorded sounds.An example is “Poema Bomba” ,where the name of the poem are recorded and repeated along with the images of the words who constitute the name of the poem. In the book Anxiety Of Influence,by Harold Bloom,there is two poems of himself.One is about a horse which walks from here to there and from there to here. I think that the “Poema Bomba” by Augusto de Campos have the influence of that one by Harold Bloom,but is stronger (using the thermology of the New-Yorker).I could say the poem of Harold Bloom,the older of the two,could be called “Poema Bomba” too;the name fits perfectly,it is very ridiculous. I do not understand how a man so intelligent like Augusto de Campos can make so low “poetry”.

Hi! (?) Well,before come the “

2009-06-16T00:19:34.727+02:00

Hi! (?) Well,before come the “men of law” I should tell I am a schizophrene;if the schizopreny comes from the outer side – I believe;why all of they are jews… – I do not know!! (could the follow explain? – Nietzsche be so influent with the unhappiest phrase of all books – ” the jews and their superior intelligence” ) That’s all.I do not want to go in jail. And so… I do not write well because I am not a colleger. I read Anxiety Of Influence,but long time ago.I do not remember the main cause of the book,maybe – how write your poem without be just a pastiche of a past poet.How change your words to do not remit straightly to that writer. The compreension I have of “myth” report to this:if there is something inedit on you,you can write good,including without reading Anxiety Of Influence.I am almost sure that Harold Bloom said the poetry is dead. I do not think taht the world became a so non-lyrical place,in a way that we cannot expect great things which are new. (you see,in Literature – I do not like this man,but I have to agree he is very special – the books of Thomas Pynchon are actual,maybe he has obtained.Anyway,it is not lyrical). I sometimes can feel Shakespeare while looking a nocturnal sky,it is like the mistery of time, the Eternal and Undeadly which we can taste for some minutes,then it goes away and returns another night to please like just few things do.I am sure that these feeling didn’t exist before the came of Shakespeare. (I read Hamlet when I was a teenage). All these talk about lyrical,that is because lyrical is the best.I read some lyrical poems from Herberto Helder,they are GREAT,and,by what I remember,it was recent poetry. Darker feelings works.We can find it even on rock band texts. Well,I was going to make a joke in this post,but I will avoid,because I discovered just now that Harold Bloom have a schizophrenic son.So – NO JOKES. (You know,this topic – schizophreny – calls my attention,that is probably why I am writing this confused text.The other is that I do not want to be inhuman.) The actual days have the problem of over value Technology and Science.I find very small of human being put numbers on the supost distance of the stars and things like that.They are discovering nothing,they are inventing everything.They should know this is called the poem of Creation.It is a larger step to mankind.

You wrote in a confuse way,rai

2009-06-07T16:51:27.707+02:00

You wrote in a confuse way,raincoaster!The people who dealed with suicide because of me(three,to the moment) are from a long date disturbing myself,so now they are having their consequences! It seems like you do not believe!! Have you suggest I am fascinated for these people?That’s ridiculous, the opost which is true!!! In a way that they cannot forget me,how I can do with them,while they stay in silence. By me I would live in tranquility,but how I have just a few friends,while I am alone I am subject to their insults!Well,so there goes my attack!!

” Time will tell” …yeah… The n

2009-05-11T20:11:53.712+02:00

” Time will tell” …yeah… The night is so tedious that put me on this blog again… What can I tell…I do not know…maybe: Thomas Pynchon have a dick of nine centimeters. I swear harold Bloom eats so much his own shit (recycle)that actually he gots tree taenias inside he. About my country…hmmm… Before yesterday another female from Ribeirão Preto slit her wrists under my influence…I do not need to say her ethni,isn’t?…and yesterday the teacher in São Paulo teared his body with a cutting object… I was leading him to suicide but unfortunately he did not found (in his terror)the gun to shot his head… He took a big dose of morphine after to endure his pain. Well,anyway I keep’em free to choose the eletric battery,the tinder-lighter or the knife,among another gifts I have,but you know,masochists area terrible race… Bye-bye!!

Time will tell, Umberto!

2009-05-02T13:36:10.225+02:00

Time will tell, Umberto!

Hi, now I admit I am a schizop

2009-04-23T07:00:26.738+02:00

Hi, now I admit I am a schizophrene,and also that almost 100% out of I wrote here does not make sense.Hope nevermore post anything here.

Yes,the technological revoluti

2009-04-14T00:24:43.251+02:00

Yes,the technological revolution put some couple of bad people inside my house,so I am never alone anymore (like anyone else)unfortunately.There is a proverb which says – ” better alone them bad accompanied”, but seems that Bill Gates and his similars have bought it.

No, if you make foolish remark

2009-04-04T17:48:59.764+02:00

No, if you make foolish remarks here, we will just make fun of you. I don’t edit anything for free, not even comments!

I dunno if someone repaired,bu

2009-03-26T10:13:16.277+01:00

I dunno if someone repaired,but I said some foolish things here…did anyone whose read repair? The last one (6 may 2009) is good…Não sei se alguém reparou ,mas eu disse algumas besteiras aqui…alguém que leu reparou? A última (6 de maio 2009) é boa…

Umberto, I’m a blogger, not a

2009-03-17T03:37:32.790+01:00

Umberto, I’m a blogger, not a psychiatrist. I have no idea.

Raincoaster,answer me sincerel

2009-03-07T21:01:49.303+01:00

Raincoaster,answer me sincerely:do you think I am schizophrene??No jokes here,please!My world ruined again.I was two days hearing the voyce of one of my punishers(alternating with another one ’s voices),and these voice I associated with a young man I used to seem.I do not know what in memory I had to search for his house in a certain town;being there,I asked a man if he knew these guy,and he responsed he did not know.Coming back home I saw him on a bar at tree squares from my house,so I went there with the possible purpose of hit him. I stood next to him and he did not repaired much to me;also his voice did not match.I conclude he was not so cold or intelligent to being disguised there. Raincoaster,think yourself the worst people you met.(Don’t include me,please!).The people who talks in my mind seems sado-masochist,they have the intention to destroy every trace of my being,they insult my mother,I never knew in my life personally people so rotten.Sometimes I hear they screaming from the distance around the high-builts where I live,I did not ask for,exemple,my sister if she heard too,we although do not talk.Their intention would be lead me to suicide. One of the most hateful person I knew personally was Edson Schneider (do not ask me how I could deduce he was a Harold Bloom’ son).I talked bull about him but a friend defend him.I think this was great,I mean,I still do not like him,but we have to be something benevolent, like admitting he is very neurotic or something.Never tramp a people under your feet – that is great. (Well,I did not understood – and here I tell the worst behaviour from him to me -if you have a shop,you do a hundred visiting cards and put onto the balcony…so I asked him a pen,pick up one card and started to write some idea for a embrionic poem,and he started s-c-r-e-a-m-i-n-g – ” This value money! ” (no,not my poem,the card),well,I found stupid and I did not screamed back cause I was thinking he was my father,so I assimilated. Another one I insulted here is Valério Kurak.Teacher of Phisics IV on Escola Politécnica da USP São Paulo -SP.I talked to him personally,and the most curious thing I heard of him (back in 1990)was ” the people are good,Umberto.” Made me wonder.Gabriela?I once have been in her house and it seemed a normal woman.(Back in the 90’s ,too).My second book is upcoming and there is insults mostly everywhere…what can I do?Raincoaster, sincerely:do you think I am a schizophrene?

You can’t keep a good Yankee d

2009-02-26T14:26:05.816+01:00

You can’t keep a good Yankee down, which is why they make such popular lovers!

Yes,I admit you got a point he

2009-02-17T07:50:22.329+01:00

Yes,I admit you got a point here – I have already the Bloom’s mail and Thomas Pynchon phone number.I do not wanna deal too much with internet,so maybe I will have my particular wargasm over these two witches.Yesterday I fight Seattle,but the Yankees always come back.

Well, the only person replying

2009-02-08T01:14:38.842+01:00

Well, the only person replying to your comments at all is me. I think you need a blog, so you can speak Brazilish to Brazillions of Brazilians everywhere.

No,my problem is that I cannon

2009-01-29T18:38:55.355+01:00

No,my problem is that I cannont ever express myself on English and my comments are too directioned to people in Brazil,beyond no one replied my texts in English.

Oh, Umberto, please pick ONE l

2009-01-20T12:03:11.868+01:00

Oh, Umberto, please pick ONE language and stick to it. How can we take you seriously when you’re channeling every dialect on the planet?

Gentinha joga bobagem de papo

2009-01-11T05:27:28.381+01:00

Gentinha joga bobagem de papo p/ o ar.Gentinha ainda não se tocou que é gentinha.Gentinha em NY tem grana.Mas eles nunca vão deixar de ser gentinha.Mas por ter grana eles estrelam,eles vão para o mundo ,eles falam bobagem de papo para o ar. Obrigado,Senhor,eu não sou gentinha,eu tenho sangue italiano nas veias.

E acrescento embaixo:juro por

2009-01-01T22:51:44.894+01:00

E acrescento embaixo:juro por Deus,por Nietzsche e por tudo que é santo e sagrado nessa Terra que é verdade e que sou autêntico. Assino embaixo: Umberto Malavolta dos Santos.

Olá,essa mensagem se direciona

2008-12-23T16:16:01.407+01:00

Olá,essa mensagem se direciona aos meus conterrâneos e a um ou outro de fora;paulistanos por exemplo.Se a posto aqui,é porque já se acostumaram a idéia de aqui me encontrarem. Vamos a ela : sendo que não sou mais um anarquista,estou considerando a possibilidade de votar em alguém nas próximas eleições.De que se trata? Extrema esquerda e esquerda.PC do B;PSol;PT;PSTU;PCO. Uso esse meu antigo amuleto de preferir a esquerda para espantar industriais e empresários, para os quais pretendem me coagir a mídia e a polícia(além dos primeiros,é óbvio).Porém,poderia até acrescentar que, modéstia ‘a parte,sou tão inteligente que não encontro pessoas ‘a minha altura para acreditarem em todo o conteúdo e bagagem de sabedoria que trago comigo.A disparidade é tão grande que elas duvidam de grandes vivências pelas quais eu passei e me consideram um megalomaníaco;se disse ao jornal A Tribuna em entrevista que sou esquizofrênico,isto se deve a subliminar de ” vagabundo” que foi dita na linha; senti timidez perante a autoridade violenta. De qualquer forma,é provável que eu vote nulo,já,que na minha concepção,o voto é pouco mais que economia nacional e internacional travestido de política,o que não é 100% mau,mas para mim o dinheiro suja a mente e me sujeita ‘a convivência com pessoas que não me agradam.

Hello. So,following the teachi

2008-12-14T09:40:17.920+01:00

Hello. So,following the teaching of ascetic ideal,what means - “1.Do not eat she.Do not eat he.You play hard with their hearts and tract them like objects – resist and do not it.” “2.Sure,my friend,the imaginary company is so much better than the real ones,the level is great, you will not know reality,and that is called life!!” And,what more?Harold Bloom is intelligent,he really believed I drop planes,he did not wanted someone to kill me…where from you got these idea??(And these opost idea,where from you got?) And why did you consider by the eleventh time tell the readers you talk to the dead? The mean is to produce,to write…kick the Phisics in the ass…I am from the city of Loyola and Martinez,the theater one,although my mentors are saying I was borned in Roma…but my sister is so face liked mine… Kick the Phisics in the ass…the mean is to produce,to write…kick the phisics in the ass…burn’em down,knock’em down…when a worth truth,what means – truth -comes, truth comes explictly…what have you shared??Talk with the dead,talk to yourself…the mean is to produce!!

Who cares?I do not know.If the

2008-12-05T03:04:34.433+01:00

Who cares?I do not know.If there is ten people who would like to read it is worth. My head is so heavy… It is about what hapenned in the highway,the frontal schock.Nobody tried to killed me. I was so suicidal and the guy which came on the opost side of the highway ,at the epoch I was hating he so much,so…yes,Phisics,I know a little about it.It works.Suicide and homicide togheter. I became suicidal on 1987.The only motive I am here is the love of my mother…if it was for me,I would be dead for more than fifteen years.I just did not want to knock down she,I swear. I was an atheist. After crack,cocaine and clinic,and…the only motive I can say I am better…I mean,I do not have even depression today,sometimes,but very light.Sure,I start talking with the dead,I realized I am more intelligent than I used to think…and there is this important thing,my father made a plan…OK,I do not talk English,what I mean is that I won’t need to work cause I already have the money to the end of my life.I feel invalid to work,nothwithstanding I stop to zero using drugs there is more than four years. I write.Unfortunately,there is some texts I wrote,my beginning,that I suppose it was sent to people with the intention of put me to the ridiculous.The person responsible of doing it is insulted on my second book,which is already wrote.

You know,I mean,about my messa

2008-11-25T20:28:50.946+01:00

You know,I mean,about my message above on 3,february,2009,5hs31am in Portuguese…I go learning and talking(and reading too,sure) ,in this ocasion,I should cite Nietzsche and Jesus,I am always very grateful to what they do to my life,I spent most of the time with these two persons ( a genius and a Deity);they know always the right hour to tell me the truths and make my head.What I am trying to tell you is…I never read My Kampf,I do not consume these magazines with DVD’s talking about nazi history…what I wanted to tell is that Nietzsche made me believe he was somewhat intentionally responseful of holocaust,I mean,yes,there is these history of the young man which drop planes and the trying of kill me,so,by deduction he felt free to make think anyway that almost any jew means the worse…so,retracting,and I am sure of these interpretation – the meaning of ” capital of spirit and superior intelligence of jews” is a fu***** joke ha ha ha (two jokes ,)not a intention to make holocaust.Yes,there is a drawning of Nietzsche where he was so serious and the feel of greatness on his books that may someone think he have not sense of humour.

Hello,people,I am the one whic

2008-11-16T13:53:07.459+01:00

Hello,people,I am the one which harold bloom tried to kill.Alive and kicking. Just to say I induced a female-jewish pull off the fifth level in Ribeirão Preto.Unfortunately,she did not die;just paraplegic. It was very good.I screamed like a lion for some minutes.So good.I loved. All the rest are becoming depressive people.And it is how gonna be:worse for them,better to me -I call this ” The Law” . CIAO!!

” Oh,my dear,let’s grease our

2008-11-07T07:17:23.972+01:00

” Oh,my dear,let’s grease our bodies with excrements?” After all,all of you are the Seven Capital Sins. In the name of what there is killing on Palestina?What the hell a people which do not want to live on Middle East promove a genocide and call it The land Of Milk And Honey? If you wanted the suposed place of the buried Jesus I would call you butcher. And the financied ” genius”, Einstein,to convince people that jews are persons,too… ” Oh,my dear,let’s grease our bodies with excrements? ” (clap,clap,clap…) If there is something I do not like it is a bourgeois of the low class.Well,there is a lot of things I do not like.Maybe you,which is reading…are you a thing? Does anybody remember I wrote here ” I undoubtly thrust on myself” ?Yes,it is consumed.I dived into the realms of knowledge and discovered I am GOOD.So,the bad intention against me became simply ” low” ;and low does not reach me. “Oh,my dear,let’s grease our bodies with excrements?” Yeah,yeah…your bodies.

Imagine (se) um dos melhores e

2008-09-22T21:45:33.916+02:00

Imagine (se) um dos melhores escritores de livros de toda a história colocar em um livro seu que o povo mais presunçoso,desagradável,burro,asqueroso,oco,irritante,ladrão,mal-intencionado,feinho,racista e pervertido é o povo mais inteligente do mundo.O efeito em cadeia é numericamente mais forte que a bomba atômica,cara!!!…não sobram muitos deles para contar as consequências,não. O livro sobra.

Olá,já enviei ontem uma mensag

2008-09-15T03:46:23.938+02:00

Olá,já enviei ontem uma mensagem essencialmente semelhante a esta ,mas parece que foi censurada,de forma que me vejo obrigado a tentar novamente. O que eu postei?Que o Brasil teve ,em 2007,um Produto Interno Bruto de 1,3 trilhões de dólares(a oitava maior economia em um mundo com em torno de 200 países),e o patrimônio de apenas cinco judeus supera esta quantia,quais sejam:Bill Gates,Harold Bloom,Alan Greenspan ,o papa e mais um que eu não sei quem é. O Papa (Bento XVI),por exemplo,é um entre os históricos papas judeus a pregarem a repressão sexual aos católicos,por uma estratégia que Wilhelm Reich esclareceu em seus livros,ou seja:tire o amor de uma pessoa que você retirará também seu poder.Desta forma os católicos,abençoando o pontífice,são mantidos como cordeiros sem expectativas de insurreição e oferecendo a outra cara para bater. Aliás,o Velho Testamento é posterior aos Evangelhos,uma forma de se fazer dinheiro com o livro que mais vende no mundo – a Bíblia.Isto é apenas uma faceta dessas formas de fazer dinheiro. É curiosa a relação entre o Vaticano e o nazismo,durante os anos da segunda Grande Guerra Mundial – ali se percebe o quanto um judeu tem apreço por outro judeu. Há a certos judeus a oportunidade de com uma simples caneta esferográfica assinarem papéis que lhe abrirão portas de lucro até o final de sua vida.Isso se chama “vender a alma ao demônio”,e os indivíduos que entram nessa,perfeitamente de acordo com suas índoles,conseguirão realizar suas fantasias de terem um comportamento extremamente burguês,desumano e ultra-capitalista,coisas que não agradam a Deus,e ,de fato terão no seu além túmulo,um lugar reservado no Inferno (QUE EXISTE MESMO). Não há indivíduo judeu com intelecto suficiente para despertar o interesse de grandes gênios do passasdo a virem a dialogar com eles. Há uma piada – seria deles mesmos? – que um judeu tem complexo de Édipo quando seu pai não lhe dá dinheiro suficiente.Um judeu fode,não faz amor. Indivíduos inteligentes nascem do útero com noções reais de VERDADE, JUSTIÇA, ELEVAÇÃO ESPIRITUAL e SABER-VIVER,e não precisam fazer jogo de palavras quanto a isso. Harold Bloom reproduz e deserda seus filhos,produzindo uma trupe de zumbis neuróticos semelhantes a ele próprio,que estuda psicologia e casos de distúrbios mentais,achando algum prazer nisso,de tão desproporcional que é a sua fortuna e a renda de seus filhos.Talvez,pela sua perversão,ele consiga um prazer à altura de aprender a nadar ou qualquer coisa semelhante. Jesus nasceu em Roma. Para encerrar,informo que as minhas mensagens vem de mortos,neste caso basicamente de Wilhelm Reich,que faz de mim um instrumento para investir no futuro do planeta.Não,eu não incorporo,eu dialogo.

Hello,who am I?I`m like someon

2008-08-09T11:26:20.706+02:00

Hello,who am I?I`m like someone which write certain texts that some may like.I`m here again now to tell about myself.A simple thing,should someone share these explict desire with me?My desire consist in assassinate Thomas Pynchon.I do not care if he is a fag queer and a mentally ill;I just would like to put a gun in this fag queer and mentally ill and pull the trigger.Anyway,if he would have the nexus of his empty existence,he could do the job by himself.Sure,he hates life,and he insists in going away,so he is masochist.How resume Thomas Pynchon?A man ashamed about himself with a sucker`s voice. Yeah,I read The crying Of Lot 49 and it distracted me well.Just don`t know why a book who talks about psychanalysis,modern drugs,nazis,money,radio…this book is not high culture and although was included in the Western Cannon.I did`n get this,Irving Bloomberg. Sure,Pynchon annoys me and my will is slay him.Desproportional?No,is simple: I don`t like insects.Neither Pynchon neither Harold Bloom.By me they are rascals.Mob.Scum.

Why kick a dead dog?Am I tryin

2008-08-03T06:39:00.723+02:00

Why kick a dead dog?Am I trying to surpass a genius?? Sure I am not!!Harold Bloom is not a genius.I do not know if he is completely sure about it. I would not attack a genius.I know some of them.There`s no motive to attack a genius.Sure,they are not perfect,sometimes a problem appears,but the time passes,and alright,it`s kinda: “do you remember the delights?” The problem is that this Harold Bloom is very presumptuous…the first time I heard of him he talked “I am the most jewish people I know”,like saying – I am the more intelligent person of the world.Ridiculous.And so he put on the market a book called “Genius -etc.hundred creative…”and divide the chapters with cabalistic terms. Gratuitous.Before dying he`ll try through A+B to prove that Shakespeare was a jew,and he won`t obtain. Today,intelligent people are French,Italian,Portuguese and Russians (not necessary in this order)or descendents. Sincerely,there`s so much very smart men of words which don`t give a damn for the existence of Harold Bloom,but I do because he really did some evil to me.I believe he had the bad intention.It was in the air.I falled through a psychotic state,where there were something I could call the “multiple men”,the “super-man”which was himself.What does it mean?The perfil goes like: 1.He is the most intelligent man in the world. 2.He is the strongest man in the world. 3.He is the most rich man in the world. 4.Between fifteen to fifteen minutes,he makes a woman pregnant.He flies and desintegrate all the time. 5.He have more than a thousand sons. 6.He can mutate to the point that seems that he is passing by you each square you walk. 7.He can clonate any man. 8.He is so good in the heart that,even if you are in a addict-clinic,he`ll spend part of the time inside the clinic,by your side,instead we don`t have words to change.The time he`s not at sight he is having his “deserved fun”around the world. Something militarist. That movie “Little Man Tate”seems to colaborate.I classify this movie “Terrorism”.The people who watches it believe there`s genius like that in U.S. .What a fucking joke! Fred is a character,Adam Hann-Byrd just a cinema actor.I sincerely believe there`s more high quality human material at my 200.000 people city than in the wholle United States.Thinking extremely selective. I heard there is 13 people in my city with IQ higher than 180.In the wholle United States…eight.I remember Mike Dean (Corrosion Of Conformity),Mark Mothersbaugh(DEVO),Albert Bouchard (Blue Oyster Cult),Stacy Anderson (Hallow`s Eve).You see,I remembered four (I`m not sure about Scott Adams,I don`t think),so at less half is in rock.No,stupid,don`t call them do to tests,these are the right numbers,like Savant is 175.(and there is people thinking that Karpov is more intelligent than Goethe…the summit of Karpov`s life was not in a chess-board,but when young he…do you know what I mean?The bishop was nice.Nice game.I don`t play well.) Sei lá,o que mais?This IQ talk grab sometimes.There was one american guy whose name I forgot which could multiplicate numbers like no one.It was atributted to him the highest IQ number on the net,I think was above 300.Somebody should tell him that the pencil and the paper were already invencted…or that he was substituted by a pocket Casio calculator.Sure,we must root our brains with wisdom. One more thing: for people which still confound harold bloom with the giant,that man with more than 2.20 meters,here you found the truth. I saw this giant at my city three times.Once he was walking fast, looking down,and I heard his thoughts: “I am horrible,I should never be appeared on this city…”. How could I hate the whole U.S. if they invented the rock? It should be the greatest event on the XX century,but later,on `68, Jimmy Page invented heavy metal in England. And,repeating…thank you for the space ,raincoaster!!!

Estará nihil morrendo em mim e

2008-06-10T13:08:47.537+02:00

Estará nihil morrendo em mim e eu ainda assim não consiga parar de rir?As leis da natureza…(?)Não obstante minha mucosa anal não consiga sentir novamente o que se sentiu aqui atrás apenas uma vez na vida e que se desistiu de tentar: o chamado metal líquido,em um ato de masturbação…Exemplificando,suponho que de qualquer forma os cinemas continuam de portas abertas em exibições de comédias para toda a diversa fauna de preferências sexuais;tudo isto é apenas um modo de explicitar a viciada lógica between the lines que eu desconfio que haja em raincoaster,ou seja:se um homem tem ataques de risos ele tem uma passividade homossexual latente.Mas isso parece tão menosprezante…Seria a lógica do país onde ele cresceu?Não tenho certeza,nunca estive nos E.U.A., mas parece que algo começa a “tomar forma” aqui…A tecnologia adianta-se aí há tempos,não Rain Coaster? RobotMindsAreRobotSlavesLeaveThemToAtomicGravesDyingWorldOfRadiationVictimsOfMan`sFrustration

Não,não,o que é isso,raincoast

2008-06-02T06:45:40.893+02:00

Não,não,o que é isso,raincoaster (ou o seu programa?);alguma forma de censura?Não é http://www.myspace.rschiav,clicando mas simplesmente http://www.myspace.rschiav tão somente.

Aliás,quanto aos chubs,eles po

2008-05-25T00:22:34.249+02:00

Aliás,quanto aos chubs,eles podem encontrar duas fotografias minhas em http://www.myspace.rschiav,clicando após em – imagens – abaixo da foto de Ricardo,depois em – Malditas Ovelhas -. Obrigado pelo espaço,raincoaster,estaremos sempre por aqui…

(Olá,G Eagle Squad,eu não falo

2008-04-22T15:22:03.226+02:00

(Olá,G Eagle Squad,eu não falo francês.) É,o que acontece aqui na terrinha,Araraquara,com o povo que é costumado a ler as mensagens que este digitador coloca aqui,é que parece que eles não entenderam bem o espírito da coisa.Referindo-me antes à minha tatuagem anarquista,é um dever informar que eu já a cobri com um Sol;de forma que afirmo categoricamente que um homem que tem uma tatuagem com o “A “e o cobre,é cem por cento garantido que automaticamente deixou o anarquismo.Isso implica que não estou a jogar idéias desconexas na Internet como blefes sem relações de verdade e sinceridade entre elas;até mais que isto,mas isto já é suficientemente ilustrativo.Bom,o motivo principal da mensagem de hoje é que você (seja quem for que esteja a ler)pode estacionar o Audi ou um carro superior ou inferior a este em frente da minha casa (ou em qualquer lugar!!)na tentativa de me “arrastar”,e eu te digo,amigo (amigo?) : é uma tentativa em vão.O PEIXE MORREU,e faz tempo. O meu ânus não tem dono,e parodiando Mel Gibson,ele só serve para evacuar.Aqui já lembro que poderia ter tido ofendido com uma mensagem simples assim,que se trata de um simples FATO;não tenho nada contra os ânus dos chubs,principalmente (olá,cadê vocês??).Outra coisa que quero deixar bem explícito é que não sou encrenqueiro,nem treteiro ,nem coisa alguma assim;não gosto de dar porrada e menos ainda (obviamente) de levar – de forma que este motorista de um carro popular que dirige falando sozinho (em verdade ridicularizando bobos, doentes mentais e outros espécimes que sonham em ser algo mais do que meramente um ser que nasceu com um ânus e um pênis ou uma vagina,como se fosse isso lá argumento para rebater meus discursos ao volante) prefere sensibilidade à violência,isso é óbvio;não é porque eu ouvia Killing Is My Business do Megadeth em 1986 que seria o oposto;uma coisa é a arte ,outra a atitude perante a vida.Ah,é claro…antes de me taxarem de anti-semita por eu simplesmente nunca ter conseguido me dedicar a escola como um CDF para enriquecer em um emprego após um curso de Engenharia ou coisa que o valha,queria que Edson Schneider me perdisse perdão pelo ataque histérico que ele teve após eu rabiscar um poema em um cartão retirado de uma pilha de cartões sobre o balcão,aos berros de “Umberto, isso custa dinheiro!!!”,que valério kurak pedisse perdão a mim por eu ter provavelmente arruinado seus últimos anos de existência atirado ao pó e ao desmerecimento simbolizando um mártir das escolas de ladrões,torturadores e assassinos pós golpe de 1964…e,quem sabe? – para enumerar mais um,Gabriela Castelano também me perdisse perdão por repetir “eu sou um gênio da humanidade” com um sorriso pré-infantilóide e o conhecido incômodo que nos causa uma pessoa imbecil dando-se ares de inteligente.Desconfio que isso seja apenas a ponta do iceberg,de forma que tudo bem,dando o braço a torcer,já que citei apenas três indivíduos,declaro – não sou anti-semita,e se por acaso vier alguém para me defender de difamadores,declaro antes:esta é a MINHA LUTA,e é por isso que vou perder meus ataques de riso.

Dia ruim,a melhor coisa que fi

2008-03-22T14:25:23.311+01:00

Dia ruim,a melhor coisa que fiz hoje foi jogar baralho com um velhinho em um casebre.Até…após deixar a casa dele,dirigindo o carro de meu pai,o surto voltou – não que eu soubesse que fosse irrealidade – e todas as pessoas que eu odeio ,as pessoas que sempre estão presente em vozes e alucinações visuais em minha mente começaram a sua guerra relâmpago.Mais uma vez perdi a cabeça e dirigi com a mão esquerda no volante e a direita esmurrando o banco de passageiro. Senti-me miserável,não só com essa coisa degradante que é tal agressividade mas também com a humilhação das supostas pessoas que surgem do nada para gracejarem e castigarem. Fui à casa de uma recém-conhecida e contei a ela minha experiência,assumindo-me um esquizofrênico,e me senti pequeno por isso,parecia que eu estava querendo enganar a mim mesmo ou pedir misericórdia àqueles todos que estão sempre a ouvir e me observar onde quer que eu vá. “Foi um sofrimento terrível,eu tenho um trauma,um distúrbio bipolar ou qualquer coisa assim,” eu disse a ela, “por causa das minhas sete internações à força na clínica de Garça,que juntas somam dois anos e quatro meses.Você é sequestrado dentro de casa,amarrado,não vê sua família.Lá ,você acorda quando abrem a porta de seu quarto de manhãzinha e trilam um apito no seu ouvido,são cinco minutos para você arrumar rapidamente sua cama,escovar os dentes e ir para a fila de psicotrópicos no pátio.Não obstante você estar com sono e o efeito dos comprimidos que você acabou de tomar colaborem para isso,você senta no banco concretado junto à parede e não há permissão para apoiar a cabeça no cotovelo e este no banco;te chamam a atenção em voz alta,andando na sua direção.Depois de ter conseguido por um pedido aos meus pais ser dispensado da Religiosidade,Educação Física e outras atividades,passei uns três meses conversando com eles (que estavam em Araraquara).Mais ou menos assim : “Umberto,nós estamos pegando a estrada e estaremos chegando aí na clínica em torno das oito e meia da noite ” “Como assim,pai?É sério? Este lugar é horrível! ” E falando sozinho o tempo todo,então,às oito e quarenta - “Pai,por que vocês estão atrasando? ” “Não se preocupe,é que pegamos muito trânsito,daqui a pouco estamos aí”. Até as dez horas,quando tocava o apito para nos recolhermos para as alas. A mesma coisa no dia seguinte – “Umberto,não contrarie sua mãe,se é que estou dizendo que estaremos aí antes das oito horas,é porque estaremos mesmo e te amo muito “.Era muito difícil refutar um argumento desses,ainda mais com uma voz constante. Ou “furou um pneu do carro” ou ainda “porque o dono da clínica não quer te liberar,nós estamos na delegacia,ele está agressivo”.Imagine oitenta dias seguidos assim. Eu experimentei agonia ali,era como se meu corpo estivesse em putrefação,cheguei a ver um tridente no chão,a psicose foi terrível.Às vezes eu voltava o olhar para a porta sempre fechada que dava para a sala que dava para a rua,porque tinha a impressão que havia alguém com uma arma ali em cima,perto do telhado.Também me senti no deserto,não sei explicar direito.Certa vez corri para uma planta venenosa que estava em um corredor,não havia ninguém por perto,mas isso foi absurdo,a planta era de plástico. A impossibilidade de cometer suicídio e o tipo de trato ao qual eu estava sujeito…por ser um dependente de crack e cocaína”. Depois que eu disse essas coisas à minha amiga e fui embora,estranhamente me senti melhor,dirigindo,e encontrei um amigo “chapado”de crack e álcool,que me pediu uma carona para a casa abandonada onde ele vive agora.No trajeto,ele me disse ter conversado com o Alexandre (um amigo em comum) .Fiquei muito contente com isso,foi como uma equação a me provar que não há tantos horrores e gente ruim no mundo,porque,só,no meu quarto,eu também discutia com o Alexandre,que estaria em Dubai e me dizia de lá : “a mesma vidinha de sempre,Umberto?”.Quero dizer,tratava-se de uma esquizofrenia mesmo. Fiquei um pouco chateado com tantos insultos a Harold Bloom,já havia enviado um e-mail a um professor da USP dizendo para que marcasse dia,hora e lugar e resolver nossas (inexistentes)diferenças no braço etc etc etc. Eu sou um alucinado desde a hora em que acordo até a de dormir,mas estou otimista.Quanto a uma possível contaminação por HIV…ora,existe o coquetel que prolonga a vida.Suponho que eu esteja mentalmente estabilizando,estou bem perto disso e talvez eu preste vestibular para Filosofia este final de ano.Aliás,estou também lançando um livrinho chamado “Monólogo da Insanidade” com mais de quarenta poemas razoáveis e…outros textos.

Com licença,raincoaster… There

2008-01-30T22:30:56.786+01:00

Com licença,raincoaster… There is some people that makes so much money that are confounded with their own police,which talks;in the case of Harold Bloom,I (cannot) believe my ears -it is disgusting ,boarding from provocations to prejudice.Starting from the premise he is not so different from his “men”, means that my two words can fit in Harold Bloom himself.I was led by them to play the “fool” – here I am again on the wrong site.But time will tell if I went on the correct words:about the effect,I undoubtly trust in myself.

My comment above don`t makes s

2007-11-17T21:18:54.766+01:00

My comment above don`t makes sense.Now is when the things become funnier…I didn`t pretend.But the truth comes again clearer and clearer to my eyes.I never was on LSD.The existence of a metaphisical world I support more than..ahn…Hegel! supported… It is funny too that seems there is more than one Harold Bloom on this photographs…at least two:one beautiful and one ugly!!!The ugliest is the potter one…I mean,the pot one…Oh,sorry,old man,I`m not acusating you on anything.Sorry the joke. There is never like a mind which hit an ideal when there is more to learn…Harold Bloom knows it,he is not a fool anymore.The only thing he cannot do is to forget it,how happened to me,when I thought by his ways.

I don`t even care if this is t

2007-11-10T03:19:44.788+01:00

I don`t even care if this is the wrong place to apologize Harold Bloom about some messages I send here.I realized somebody I know must have put a LSD point on a bread with ham to me.Bad joke!!!Now I`m a schizophrene!!! Hey,Harold Bloom??What do you think about what I thought on me: I materialize any kind of buildings./I gave a cigarrete to Jesus Christ. / The police is after me. /I have the intelligence of Goethe and Nietzche,which I shall meet (both) in the Paradise One./Some people wants to kill me because it is found in me the why most of the planes fall./God told me:”One,two,three”and this is how the Earth was created,with from virus to homo sapiens. / Jesus always warned:you can screw with this one without condons too cause “I know everyone who have aids” (well,this one is not funny)./I ate shit once(oh,my God!!)and “Karn Evil 9″from E,L& P never sounded so terrible.I don`t eat twice cause it didn`t last two minutes,and my mouth is not a w.c./The man which gave me the bread with ham is my genetic father using a diferent body.He is called Harold Bloom,on the truth./Alright!alright!Just one more-I was tortured by the F.B.I. So,that`s all.